Okay, so my baby is almost two months old. I thought the whole baby blues thing would wear off. I think maybe I am the only mommy who sits up at night fretting over what ifs and crying. Talk about crazy!! I miss the good old days when I bitched about my job and mundane things. I feel like I am on the outside watching my life. Four. Can I do this? Only five more days until a mommy break. Think I need one. Heres to hormones and babies and all that jazz. I am the blue-est baby!